1. 3 weeks into knowing each other, I distanced myself so far from you I might as well have moved across the country. I am so sorry.

2. Once you start falling in love, you can’t stop. You just keep falling and falling until you fall forever for that one person - or you fall and you break. I broke you, and I am so sorry.

3. There’s different types of fears. There’s hesitance and there’s suffocation with a scent of death. You were the latter. I am so sorry.

4. When you give into fear, you either cope with it or it kills you. When you killed parts of me, I killed all of you. I am so sorry.

5. Handing someone your heart is like handing them a gun and giving them permission to pull the trigger. I should have warned you; I love to flirt with tragedy. I am so sorry.

6. I’m more stubborn than a hurricane on acid. I taught winter how to be cold. I’m more inconsistent than cell phone reception in the middle of a forest. You dealt with my cruelest flaws but I couldn’t even deal with your habit of short fingernails and coffee breath. I’m so sorry.

7. You spilled your heart to me and I forgot to mention all I do is walk away from messes. I am so sorry.

8. You were in such a dark place, so I ran. I guess I was scared of seeing something so similar to me besides in my own reflection. Fuck dammit, I am so sorry.

9. I never cheated and I never lied or hit you or cursed at you or used your flaws against you, or anything like that but oh god, did I hurt you. I am so sorry.

10. I remember lots of “I’m sorry’s” and “I can’t do this anymore’s” and “I don’t want to hurt you’s” — but I don’t remember a single “goodbye”. I am so fucking sorry.

11. You were 11 when you lost your mother. Not to a coffin, but to burning vodka and poison-filled needles. I am so sorry. (I hope she is too.)

12. 11 months and 12 days later, I’m counting up to our year anniversary. Since I left, all I’ve been doing is drinking and smoking and fucking until I feel that distinct feeling of feeling absolutely nothing at all. Happy Anniversary, darling - I am so sorry.

13. I’m not sorry because of my countless mistakes. I am sorry because you loved me and I love you and I lost you. I am so sorry. I will always be sorry.

13 apologies // (everyone usually writes about someone who hurt them, so I thought I’d try something different)

(Source: xistant, via abluesforbrklyn)

Will someone come cut my oranges?

Will someone come cut my oranges?

ibaoshun:

mayasbadassmama:

Sir…….


Whet

His heart was in the right place…

ibaoshun:

mayasbadassmama:

Sir…….

Whet

His heart was in the right place…

gynocraticgrrl:

Hip-Hop Artist Akala on -

Being A Man 2014 | Being a Black Man

A panel including hip-hop artist Akala, CEO of Working With Men Shane Ryan, writer and broadcaster Ekow Eshun and filmmaker, theatre director and writer Topher Campbell look at the contradictory and complex ideas around Black masculinity and what tensions arise from stereotypes, colonial histories and economic power.

You didn’t think of it that way… Now did you?

(Source: exgynocraticgrrl, via chasing-september)

journeytogirly:

Yung Melo has a testimony this new year.

"If yewont lahk mah veeyos, wah yew washin mah veeyos?"

She shouts out her family and friends towards the end, too. I’m confused.

Lawrd why do they keep letting her make videos?

yayasmeen:

I think my selfie problem is getting out of hand..

Yo …
She is hilarious!

This pretty much sums my life up right now

This pretty much sums my life up right now

deiselboi:

Accurately so

….. But that isn’t my business

deiselboi:

Accurately so

….. But that isn’t my business

dopeboid:

Taral Hicks a.k.a Keisha from “belly”

Maybe this is where my love for dark skin women began?

dopeboid:

Taral Hicks a.k.a Keisha from “belly”

Maybe this is where my love for dark skin women began?

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